On an intellectual level, I could have told you that sin was what grieved God. But, on an emotional and spiritual level, I was believing lies. The enemy and the world were shaping my understanding that my sin was whatever upset anyone or everyone around me. God exposed those lies AND replaced the information with truth from His word. I have been trying to dig deep into forgiveness and intimacy for quite a while. But, there was resistance because I was fearful of what God might have to say about me and what I might need to do if my definitions were true. The Holy Spirit used this study to show me that before I can go deep I first need to fix the surface. His Word has pierced me (Heb 4:14) and I am able to move deeper as His light shines into the darkness (Jn 1:5)! This study has had an impact through the time sitting, reading, and writing, but also in the background processing. I love that the Holy Spirit works in the background processing!! He has revealed things, released strongholds, and changed my thinking. I see it in obvious things this study addressed and in everyday things that seem tangential and unrelated!
