In 9 chapters, 10 weeks, I am able to look back at my first prayers and see myself admitting to things I never thought to share with anyone else. To be able to let go, to be instructed and taken by the hand through a journey which will refine your judgement, teach you forgiveness, explain how and why and what a miracle Jesus' death on the cross was, makes all the difference in my life in terms of new foundations and beginnings, and the understanding of fresh starts. What a blessing we have, to be able to start fresh whenever we know we should. I commenced this study when I landed in a different country, completely alone, living with a family to care for their children for a year. This study in itself was a blessing, just to have someone, especially someone like Adena, who is so dear to me and such a strong symbol of Christ's love and reality in my life, constantly there to communicate with me was comforting beyond belief. Before, I found through this study that my biggest problem with my faith was lying to myself. I never admitted to sin, just brushed it over, whether it was by me or against me. It is so easy to trick yourself into thinking that there is nothing wrong. I don't know how many times I prayed to God to search me, but never bothered to listen. The Hem study helped me so much to pinpoint and dissect the reasons we need to forgive and how to begin. I also had a hard time devoting myself daily to Christ. Having someone on the other end who really cares what you say and is helping you along the way is so motivating and conditioning. I have fallen into the habit of studying the word on a regular basis, and I can't wait to see what other good things will come of my newly developed habits. To be able to instill habits and change perspectives I think is a success on its own. Mostly, I think the greatest part about The Hem of His Garment is the personal encounters and refinement and direction you get to experience. I think just to have someone so interested in your story is an experience not everyone gets to participate in. This is special, because you get to discern specific things in your life which may be eating at your heart or your relationships. You get to understand in depth what Calvary was, and all the other foundations of being a Christian look like, and ask questions if you don't! There is so much information in this study, with more weight than a million books because it is the truth and way that God wants us to live. I would like to thank every priest who is taking the time to disciple the brave young women of God. I am so grateful for all the time and effort and have no doubt benefited. I would recommend this study to anyone who is wanting to know more about Christ, or if you are just looking for some one on one discipleship and a place for confidence. God bless your heart, you are so loved and this is a great way to find out how to love like him, not only by example, but by immersing yourself in his truth.
