Before I was lost and angry -- NOW I'm excited!!

Before I started this study I was very lost and angry. I had totally turned against God and blamed Him for a lot of the major pains I had gone through. I had lived a life full of abuse of every kind starting with my parents and continuing into relationships. I had lost my son due to a violent attack by an ex. I was angry with God and thought "how could He allow this man to beat me and kill my child?" Through this study I learned those were not things of God or part of his plan. While He has a plan for everyone He also gives us power over our choices. The evil things I went through were choices those people made and were not part of Gods plan. Even though I have been through what I have, God still loves me and is still on my side. He has my son and my son is in no danger and I will see him again some day. Through this study I learned just how much God does love me and that I am perfect in His eyes. There is a plan for my life and I am worth so much more than I ever imagined! I have turned my life fully back over to God and I am on the path He chose for me and could not be more excited to see what my future holds!!