twisted view

Around the age of ten, my view of sex was twisted in my mind through sexual molestation by two family members. As I got older, I went from being repulsed with sex, including kissing, to trying to have my desire to be loved met by giving myself away. The chapter on ’God’s Design for Sex’ toward the end of the study was so needed. I needed to soak in God’s view of sex and all the ways He blesses a husband and wife through becoming one flesh. God is helping me to grasp the truth and delight in His provision- casting off every vestige of the twisting of His good design from years ago.