Healing hearts has guided me to taking the first steps to save my life. No medicine could fix how I was feeling, and nothing could take the pain of my abortion away. I had made the worst decision of my life. I was supposed to protect and love her. I failed to protect my precious baby because I was so busy worrying about the rest of the world. It hurt me so badly, I could feel the emotional pain so much that I could feel it physically. This isn't easy - things that are worth it never are, but for anyone who needs this, remember God put you in this direction for a reason. He loves all of us, and He will protect us, wipe away our tears, brush us off, and let us start again, if we let Him in. The difficult bits are so worth it. I still miss my baby, and pray for her everyday - she is at peace in the Lords arms. He will take wonderful care of her in heaven until it is our time to be together again. This study has had an impact on all aspects of my life. I feel renewed and stronger than ever. I would recommend this to anyone. If you are reading this, then you have already made the first step. You are loved, and my thoughts and prayers are with you. This isn't a quick fix - this is a process that will let you see yourself through Jesus' eyes - He loves you so much, you are His precious, beautiful person. You are supported every step of the way. My couselor is amazing - she will stay in my heart always. Thank you, In His love,
