missing something

My relationship with God was missing something. I would ask God to reveal the ’’missing’’ part of our relationship. I knew that God wasn’t the issue, so it had to be me. Why didn’t I feel the peace that passes understanding? Why weren’t my prayers answered? Why did I always feel that I was ’’faking’’ the Christian life? I wasn’t trusting God, I was fearful. My life was lacking the basics. How could I lead anyone to Jesus? One look at my messed up life and they would surely run.

That is when the leader of one of my bible studies told me about Healing Hearts. I had confessed to her that I was filled with anger and rage most of the time. I didn’t feel that God was there for me because I was so bad. I started the program, hopeful but doubtful. It would be wonderful if this really worked.

I started out nervous and didn’t really want to answer the questions truthfully because of my shame, but I was encouraged to answer truthfully if I really wanted to heal. Jesus already knew the truth so I needed to admit it to myself.

Once I got going on the chapters, I was flying through the work. It was healing my heart. I was telling people about it and my overall attitude changed. People started noticing that I was different. Something was different - I was healing.

Jesus loved me too much to leave me in the mess of confusion. I was tricked by the enemy. I believed Satan’s lies about me. I feel bad that it took 62 years before I searched for the Truth. I had kept so many things buried deep inside myself not actually realizing it was affecting my relationship with Jesus, with my family, with my children, and with myself.

Healing Hearts is the most eye-opening, heart-opening, mind-blowing study I have ever done. I know that I am loved. I am accepted. I will never be the same again.