I used to feel empty, as I was missing something in my life. I felt lonely, afraid, depressed and did not understand what was wrong with me. I was invited to a Spirit led church. As the Pastor started speaking, my heart was racing and I heard in my own voice ’’I am home this is what I have been missing, the Word of God.’’ I was in darkness, trying to keep pushing down my guilt, shame and embarrassment of what I had done, too ashamed to talk about my sins to anyone. But now I was in a safe place where I can seek forgiveness. There were classes for everyone, one that tugged at my heart was called Healing Hearts. I went through the class and was finally able to understand that God forgave me but I was not walking in full forgiveness I was a baby believer. Fast forward 17 yrs. I was invited by a counselor, my sister, to take The Hem of His Garment . I had grown in Christ, have a strong relationship with Jesus, but I knew I still needed to be healed. At the end of the lesson I had received more healing. I was more free in sharing my sin of abortion with other women and was not afraid what they would think or say. I knew I had taken the lesson so I could walk in the fullness God had wanted me to. My counselor invited me to take Binding up the Brokenhearted. I thought why I have already gone through Healing Hearts and Hem of His Garment, besides other release and victory classes in my church. But I listened to the the Holy Spirit and have now completed the lesson. I now truly know, that I know, I am healed completely of my shame and guilt. During this lesson I was able to share with my children sins of my past and ask them for forgiveness as well as others that I had to ask for forgiveness including my Heavenly Father. I am truly a new creation and walking stronger with Jesus everyday. Because of His love I can love others with greater joy. Thank you Healing Hearts ministries! God took me through a long path of healing, release and peace....
