forgiven as far as the east is from the west

This bible study has shown me the incredibly difficult realization of how I killed 2 innocent children. It is so painful to write that out. I am horrified of my actions and it will always haunt me. I do know that I am forgiven as far as the east is to the west and that God loves me. That I know for sure. I am so thankful I had the opportunity to really deal with my abortions and then begin the healing process. I pray God will use me to help others through this difficult journey as well. I know one day I will meet those two sweet children and that God has been taking great care of them. This is part of my healing as well.